Category: Stream of Consciousness

  • Different levels.

    I find that I write for different levels of consumption. When I first started, I was writing to myself, for myself. This writing is pen and paper in a journal style writing. The only people who see this are the few people inside my circle. I consider this privileged information, not in the “keep this…

  • Make room for your passions.

    Not everyone can be as lucky as I am to just drop everything and pursue what I want to do on a daily basis. Different situations call for different amounts of pursuit. No matter your living situation, though, you can make time for your passions. The quality you get out of this time is worth…

  • Rejection is built in.

    One of the many places I applied to write blog posts for responded with a form-letter-email rejection today. This is a reminder that rejection is built in to this process, but it didn’t prepare me for the gut check that rejection always gives a person. “What the hell is wrong with what I wrote?!” –…

  • Possessed by an idea.

    This happens to me often: I wake up with no idea of what my day will consist of. Suddenly a whim presents itself that I have to focus on. Everything else becomes completely out of focus and that idea burns bright, completely consuming me. Yesterday that idea was to carve wood so I made an…

  • Maybe I’m too different.

    It has become increasingly apparent how out of touch with the world I am. I feel as though I’ve been disconnected from the channels that virtually everyone else is locked into. What drives modern society? Politics, celebrities, fashion, sports, finance, etc. None of this interests me. It makes me feel like a pariah because there…

  • Meta-writing for writers?

    There seem to be countless websites out here telling prospective writers that a quick way to monetize their creativity is to write about writing. Write about the business of writing and how to best navigate those obstacles. When you have zero of the requisite knowledge about the business of writing, it is impossible to write…

  • The irony of my stance.

    In my opening research of the gigs available to entry-level writers, I am noticing recurring themes. For blog writing, it is all about making sure to cleverly disguise all of the keywords the client needs in their posts. They are telling you what to write, but not how to write it. Since these are, albeit…

  • A personal story.

    Since my dad passed away in February, I’ve been writing a fictionalized version of the events he had to live through. I wasn’t able to occupy his mind or body during the two months he was in the hospital. This much is obvious. But it is my intention to give him a proper eulogy through…

  • Am I part of the problem?

    In my search for writing gigs, a problem of conscience comes up. If I start writing content aimed at directing traffic and adding eyeballs to sales material, am I a part of the problem? Does my contribution to this meaningless traffic undercut any inherent value my writing has in the future? Or do I just…

  • Playing the game.

    Since I’ve decided to pursue my future in writing, it occurs to me how little I know. Thankfully I enjoy researching. I believe we are always better off for having learned new things and this is no exception. As with so many potential directions, it can be hard to know where to begin. Since I…