Category: Stream of Consciousness

  • Potential.

    I am struggling to accomplish much of anything today. I feel as though I am wasting my potential but I have no idea which direction I should focus my energy. There is no one telling me what to do one way or the other and I feel cut loose by the universe once again to…

  • Winter again.

    We got a month worth of rain in a few days and now it’s winter again, with non-accumulating snow and 30s in the forecast for the next couple of days. I believe it is winter’s last stand before spring really cuts loose. Thankfully, the furnace is working like a champ now after a few days…

  • Just in time for winter to come back.

    After 33 years of nearly flawless service, our furnace finally went on to that big scrap heap in the sky. Naturally, this occurred the day spring started but winter has briefly returned with daytime temps in the 30s and low 40s. This made for a fairly chilly overnight and it had dropped into the 50s…

  • No news is good news.

    I’ve borrowed the title of this post from the old adage when it comes to medical diagnosis of all sorts, but it has more to do with the actual news. It’s been months since I went cold turkey on the news cycle and it has been an incredible change to live life without this constant…

  • Drawing blanks for days.

    Last week was unseasonably warm and I spent a good deal of time working on doing interior work for a new shed that will double as an office space for my lady. That meant that I had a hard time prioritizing the writing assignments that needed done. Now it is the start of another week…

  • Breathe easier.

    The air all around has become easier to breathe and move through without reservation. On this side of the crashing of mental health and aging, we find ourselves rare opportunities to take stock. Life seems truly limitless and boundless again, though the day to day still exists and intervenes. I find that the ability to…

  • Now it’s snowing.

    Last week I made a list of all of the projects I’d like to get accomplished throughout the course of 2024. The first item on the list was a monster of an undertaking and it was an item I’d be happy to take the whole year to complete. We have around 60 fully grown pine…

  • Fewer stories like this.

    I have started to utilize the limiting features of Google News to filter out the garbage I am sick of seeing pop up. Every time a headline comes up that I cringe at just seeing, I click on the “three dots” and hover down to Fewer stories like this. This doesn’t completely remove the bullshit,…

  • Free will.

    I have found myself neck deep in the morass of Wikipedia researching the concept of free will because I’m curious as to whether or not I believe in it. I am beginning to suspect that I have changed course on this front and no longer necessarily believe that it exists. There is just a lot…

  • My mind is in the Southwest.

    The Southwest crossed my mind today and I’ve been daydreaming about it ever since. It’s been over a year since we went out to visit our land in Arizona, and I want to get back out and enjoy that freedom again. There is still nothing there, and so much going on here every day that…